The loneliest preference

This a post that has been brewing in my head for a long time. In fact, for years. The thing is, my preferences when it comes to story now roleplaying games don’t seem to match many other people’s. I’m not sure they match anyone else’s to be honest, and hence my actual play experiences are less than fulfilling. I almost feel like the more I know what I want, the further I’m getting away from getting it.